We had a visitor!!!

On Sunday morning, I woke up to find someone on the couch in the family room, where I usually go to feed Presley when she wakes up around 7...plus, I also had Eliza awake that morning because church is at one and so in order for her to be ready for a nap by 11, so she gets a nap (which is absolutely necessary) I have to wake her an hour earlier than normal...so I was a little worried that I would have to keep both of them quiet in our room while David slept. I I thought maybe it was my Cousin Jimmy who lives about 5 hours away and sometimes comes down to visit, but when I noticed the girly bags by the front door, I was stumped. I put barbie (of course) on in our room and went to get Elizas cup out of the fridge...and the LAST person I expected to see walk around the corner was.......

MY MOM!!!

* Obviously this wasn't when I first saw her,

I just thought a picture would make a nice touch here:)

I was in shock!! "What are you doing here?!" was all I could ask ha! Unfortunately my Aunts Mother-in-law passed away in Idaho, and so they were driving up for the funeral on Monday, but they asked if my mom wanted to hitch a ride since they had to pass our way. Of course she did!! It was a very short stay, but so so sweet!! We were hoping she might get to stay longer since my dad had found a one way ticket to DFW  for that coming Saturday for a really great price, but they sold out so fast and we couldn't find another great deal...so she had to leave Monday night. But we just spent Sunday and Monday enjoying the time together. Eliza was in Heaven!! She was Grandmas little shadow those two days, and enjoyed pulling her this way and that....having someone who would do anything/go anywhere at the exact moment she wanted them to, what more could she ask for!! She was obviously spoiled! She and Presley both were!! They have both changed so much just since the time we left Texas, so I know it was so fun for my mom to get to see them and *try* to catch up on snuggle time. It was hard to say goodbye on Monday night, and Eliza definitely was missing Grandma the next morning. But we are so looking forward to this spring when my whole family will hopefully be able to come up...as well as Davids!! We can't wait to see them all, we miss them soooo much!!

 Eliza wasted no time in showing gramma around

 Trying to catch up on a months worth of missed kisses

 Sweet moments with gramma

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 Reading stories 

It was good to see my Aunt and Uncle too for a bit

on their way back home

Two little princesses

Life with two little girls, under two no less, is definitely very busy!! Some days I feel like I am running all day, and when I stop to look at what I have accomplished, I find myself asking "what in the world DID I accomplish, anyways?!". I felt like I had a pretty good system when it was just Eliza and I, but even then I had room for improvement. Adding another baby to the mix has definitely made me realize that I need to find another system! Presley is finally getting on a more dependable schedule with eating and sleeping. She eats every three hours and sleeps from about 9pm-7am, which I am happy about!! The biggest thing for me know is trying to work out the napping situation. Her nap schedule has been a little more on the sporadic side, and I would love to get it to where Eliza's nap coincides with one of Presleys naps, because two hours is not nearly enough time to get it all done anyways, but when their schedules are different I have maybe an hour! But they are both getting so big, and they are so so much fun! Here are some fun things they are doing right now:

Eliza~

• In every sense of the word, she IS a "bah-bie" and "peen-chess" (barbie, princess)! she is dressed in her princess dresses all day! She loves her barbie and princess movies, and pretty much any girl who is wearing a dress and sings is barbie!! We can almost always get her to calm down if we talk about barbie!! And I honestly don't know how she developed such an intense love of barbie, but it is so precious! 
• She is talking tons!! Her vocabulary grows by the day, and sometimes it shocks us!! So much fun!! Some of the things we hear the most are "Bah-bie" "Peen-chess", Book, Baby, Shoes, Phone, "yesh" (yes, in response to most things, fortunately), "nack" and "cheet" (snack and treat),  "bup" (cup) and Milk, and Cuh-uh (color)
• Aside from barbie, her favorite thing to do is color!! Sometimes it is more a game where she hands out the crayons and then takes them back and hands out different colors, but she loves it all the same!
• She loves, loves, loves bath time, and showers!! In fact, if David or I try to even take a shower, 9 times out of 10 she will be stripped down and jumping in before the water is even warm!
• She is a creature of habit!! It is almost to the point of being a little ocd at times. When she goes to bed, the only light that can be on is from the cd player, and if there is a book or piece of clothing out of place she will say "uh-uh" until it is in its proper position. Big trouble, I know. We have a space heater in her room that we turn on about 30 mins before she goes to bed to warm it up in there, but she HATES it!! If she knows it is on we have to pretend to turn it off before she can roll over peacefully. So the other night I had turned it on and then we went in to read stories and she noticed it was on...so she exclaimed "uh-oh", turned it off, and then...began blowing on it saying "hot"...it was pretty funny.
• She is such a good big sister!! She wants to share EVERYTHING with Presley, which isn't always great, but I love that she wants to include her and share with her. 
• She knows alllll about time outs! Since moving to Utah, she started with in with her high pitched screams when we said she couldn't have/do something, or when something wasn't going the way she planned, and so she has become very familiar with our time-out spot. She does pretty well with it...most of the time.
• She hates being in her car seat!! Sometimes driving to the store 10 minutes away brings on a total meltdown
• She will be TWO next month!! Holy cow, how did that happen!?!
• She is so sweet, and has such a good heart...she is always concerned when baby is upset, or when anyone cries, and she gives us kisses when we have "boo-boos". She has us all wrapped around her little fingers!!

Presley~

• She is quickly turning into a little chubbs!! I am so excited!! 
• She smiles at us all day long!! She has the sweetest, happiest little spirit!! It breaks my heart when I have to rush by that big toothless grin to do something....but I always come back pretty fast :) I can't resist!!
• She sleeps through the night!! 
• She is in size 0-3 month clothes, but I have a feeling she will be going up a size shortly.
• She loves to "talk", especially at night before she falls asleep... she will lay on the bed and talk to me for 10-15 minutes, until she is worn out. And she loves to talk to her big sis :) 
• I think she loves that Eliza wants to dress her up and share cookies with her...nothing brings a smile faster than Eliza coming over and giving her a barbie doll, or putting a crown on her head!! 
• She is an absolute doll!! She just steals our hearts over and over again!!

 Happy to be "playing" dress up with big sis

 Showing mommy "pretty eyes"

Also wearing 3 layers of princess dresses :)

Proud mommy moment

If I have taught Eliza nothing else in her two years of life, at least I can proudly say I have instilled in her the need for...pretty, painted nails! From the time she was 6 months old I have been painting her toe nails, and I was always pleasantly surprised that she would actually LET me. Then in the past month, I have also started painting her finger nails. She loves it!! I like to have my nails painted, but they often go a little neglected and scraggly looking for too long before I take the time to redo them. Which is the case right now. So this morning while Eliza and I were sitting on the kitchen floor, looking at all of her "bah-bies" (barbies), she noticed the sad state of my nails, and with a gasp, and "uh-oh", she shook her head and pointed at what was left of my nail polish. With a very concerned look she then said "paint, uh-gone", after which she pointed to her nails, which happen to have a fresh coat of sparkles and said "spah-koos (sparkles)....paint" pointing once again to my nails. Ok, so maybe that's not so much a proud moment...more like just plain hilarious!! We have a little diva on our hands!! Smart, sweet, and lovable....but a Diva non-the-less!!!

But later when she came up behind me while I was doing dishes, exclaiming "yeh-wow, yey-wow!" showing me the yellow magnet in her hand...THAT, I definitely feel good about!!

My two little princesses :)

That is a "crah" (crown) on presleys head

Eliza is wasting no time in turning Presley in to her little protege!!

Part 2

Two weeks has never gone by so fast, I don't think!! Even right after having a baby!! *logged under "things I never thought I would say"* But its the honest truth! It was good that we were so busy because it kept us distracted from thinking about how we were in another state, right before Christmas, without all of our family and everything we knew. But when I say us, I think really it was just...me. While I know David misses our families and stuff, it doesn't effect him the way it does me, but I guess, duh. Christmas time is not really an ideal time to move across the country, especially when you are leaving all of your close family. So thankfully we have family here!! My aunt and uncle, and two of my cousins. I am so grateful for this opportunity to get to know them better, since I have never lived close to them. Their oldest daughter Dilya always came to visit yearly when I was growing up, so I was pretty close to her. It is great to live near her now, and to get to know her kids. And like I said my Aunt and Uncle are great!! They are so sweet, and have really gone above and beyond to help us out!!. My cousin Tracy and her husband Charlie have 4 beautiful little girls, between the ages of 9 and 18months, so between Dilya's daughter (age 9) and son (age 7) and Tracy's girls, Eliza and Presley have tons of cousins (second cousins twice removed?? we will just go with cousins) to play with!!

It was great that Christmas was on Sunday! I remember, unfortunately, when I was younger not liking it to be on Sunday because that meant that we had to interrupt Playing with our presents to go to church. But now I love it, because what better way to celebrate our Saviors birth than to partake of the sacrament, and sing hymns of praise. And never have I appreciated it more than this year. It was so comforting to be in a "familiar" place in essence, when everything else was so new and different. After church, we went to Tracy and Charlies for dinner. We had a great meal and enjoyed the evening together. Can I say again how great it is to have family here?! Eliza had a blast playing with their girls in their amazing play room!

Since David wasn't in school or working the past couple of weeks, we took advantage of our last few weeks as a family before the craziness begins, to explore our new home. We met up with a couple of Davids mission companions and their wives several times which was a lot of fun!! We spent new years eve with one of his companions and his family, and had a great time!! It snowed for the FIRST TIME since we've been here on Saturday!! We have been shocked with how great the weather has been!! I think I had this idea that from the time we got here until may it would be one snow storm after the other. ha kind of like when my family moved to Texas and I seriously thought everyone was going to be a cowboy! I am grateful it has gone easy on us so we could spend time out and about! Seeing Temple Square with all of the lights was so incredible!! It was Davids first time to see the Temple so that was extra special.

David started classes last week, and everything seems to be great! I am so excited for him!! I know it will be a lot of work for him, and our whole family to make the adjustments for our new life here, but Heavenly Father is definitely looking out for us, and blessing us in such incredible ways!!

I have a lot to post about our babies...actually our baby and almost TWO year old! So stay tuned~~

New year, New place....New adventures awaiting!! (part 1)

We made it to Utah!!!

I decided (against my better judgement) to do our update in at least 2 posts, and even then they will probably be way long!! I am really just hoping I will get back to finish before another couple of months fly by....hence the reason my better judgement was saying "just do one ginormous post!".

I will start with getting to Utah, and see how far we get!

David had his last final at school on Wednesday the 14th of December.  Fortunately we didn't have to do too much packing since we hadn't unpacked that much when we moved in with Davids parents, but of course it is ALWAYS more work than you anticipate. So we spent that week packing our clothes, the girls things and the other miscellaneous things we had to pack, and then Thursday morning David went and got the u-haul and we loaded it up. We decided to do the smaller trailer because we really didn't have that much stuff, although again, we underestimated a little bit. But David pulled out his expert packing-it-in skills and fit it all into the u-haul and the bed of his dads truck. We were supposed to have great weather all the way, and we were really hoping the forecast was right since we didn't think a tarp covering our stuff in the bed of the truck would completely protect it. we fit it all but our beautiful couches! I was a little devastated bummed that we had to leave them behind, I think I had an unnatural attachment to them. ha But we really didn't want to have to worry about storing them once we got here because we were unsure of our living situation in the next few months, aside from staying with my Aunt and uncle. Davids dad and David were the only ones who really got a decent amount of sleep since they were the main drivers, and then Davids brother Glenn who came with us, Mom Philipbar and myself made it to bed somewhere in between midnight and 4 when we were supposed to head out. I fell asleep on the couch at 2 and woke up to get ready to leave at 3, but I knew I could sleep once we got on the road. Poor mom, I don't actually think she slept. It was the weirdest feeling, knowing that we were leaving their house for the last time, for who knows how long. When we pulled out of the driveway and I shut the gate behind us, the gate that David and I loathed, I wanted to cry. I knew I would miss having to open that gate, even in the pouring rain, or 107 degree weather. So I may or may not have given it a little "pat" before I walked away. And guess what, as I write this I am realizing that I do miss that old gate, because it means I am thousands of miles away from "home"...Texas. But Utah is starting to feel more like home for sure. But anyways, back to our trip. So with a family prayer and two vehicles filled to the max we were off. By the time we fueled up and were on the highway it was 5, which was right on schedule pretty much. Eliza was awake from all the commotion, but we put barbie on the dvd player we borrowed from my parents and she was back to sleep pretty quickly. And so was I. Our Trek to Utah had begun!! And for all my worries of screaming babies the whole way, I must say they did AMAZING! Of course Eliza had a few melt downs, as she was sick and tired of being trapped in the car, and I can't say I blame her, but I was so relieved that she really did so well! Of course having her movies and toys and TONS of Junk food healthy snacks helped:) We stopped every few hours to use the bathroom, stretch, eat, etc...which was perfect for Presley's eating schedule. Speaking of Presley, She looked like this....

For almost the entire trip! She gets the traveler of the century award!! Traveling with a 6 week old is the way to go!!

We stopped at the halfway point for the night, which was Albuquerque, NM where Davids family lives! That was so perfect! We got to his grandmas house at about 6, and of course she had a big meal of homemade enchiladas, rice and beans with red chile all ready for us! Heaven!! It was so great to see his family again, and for them to meet Presley. Eliza just made herself right at home, and enjoyed being out of the car for a while. We had a blast laughing and joking and hearing stories, and then Eliza and I crashed at about 10:30. We got up at 3 again and headed out by about 4. That day we traveled through New Mexico, Colorado, and finally made it to Utah!! We were greeted with some snow on the sides of the road, but had clears sunny skies, the whole way!! What a blessing!! We made it to my aunt and uncles in Spanish Fork, Utah that evening by 5:30! We unloaded, and then David and his dad and brother, and my uncle took some stuff to my cousins to store until we have our own place. Then we had to say goodbye. That was really rough. Saying goodbye to my family on Wednesday night was hard enough, but now we had to say goodbye to the last of our family from Texas!! It was like the  trip had drawn out the sad inevitable, and that made it worse. Of course Davids mom and I were emotional. It felt like we would never see them again. Which I know is not true, since they are already planning a visit, as are my parents and siblings, for this spring!! So I am holding on to that for dear life!!

We have had lots of fun since we have been here! My aunt and Uncle are so great!! And we are forever grateful to them for opening their home to us!! We could not have done this so easily without their help!! We met up with a couple of Davids mission companions and their wives, which was so fun! I have been hearing about these guys for the past 3 years and it was great to finally meet them!! David spent a good amount of time looking for a job, and was offered a job with a security company the first week! It was nice to have him around for the past two weeks and spend time together as a family in our new home...Utah! But as I finish this post he is starting his first class at BYU!!! AGHGH I am so excited for him!! I know I sound like a proud mom on their kids first day of school or something, which will probably embarrass him, but I know how hard he has worked to get here, and I just love that man so much!!! Eliza is adjusting pretty well. I think she is ready for the "vacation" to be over and to get back home...so she has been acting out a little more than usual, and has not been sleeping through the night very well this past week. It breaks my heart, and I pray that we can help her to make this adjustment and feel at peace soon. She does love having a big playroom full of toys, as well as my cousins kids to play with!! Presley of course is doing great!! She has been a pretty gassy baby, and it seemed to get a little worse for a bit once we got here, but she seems to be doing so so much better lately! I will fill in on the details by the end of this week hopefully, but here are some pics of our trip and a few from the our first weeks in Utah:

Coloring is a good distraction....for a while

Of course we had to have a posed "driving" pic

By Amarillo we were looking a little rough, *and we needed a new battery in our car* so we picked up some more healthy snacks in the form of hershey's kisses, which she did not devour by herself, as this picture might lead you to believe :)

Just crossed the border from Colorado into Utah!!

Exploring the snow with Memaw!

She thought it was so fun!!

Eliza, David and Glenn

:)

We are in Utah!!

The first week we were here, One of Davids companions and his wife took us to see the Salt Lake Temple!! 

Not a very clear picture (our camera wasn't doing so well), but it was so beautiful with all of the lights!!

Eliza has made friends with my Aunt and Uncles chickens :)

Presley is just getting cuter, sweeter, and chunkier each day!!

We have been so blessed!!!

"Precious Presley"

That is what one of the nurses at the hospital called her, and we couldn't agree more!!

Presley Elaine Philipbar
Thursday, November 3rd, 2011 at 8:02am
6lbs 6oz
18 3/4 inches

Me and my big girl...about to become a big sister!!

Me and my TWO girls



 Eliza was so excited about her "Beebee"

 Staring at daddy

 Presley and Tickie-tie

 Presley and Auntie M and Auntie A

 Meeting Grandpa

 Grandma and Presley

Eliza spends more time in this swing than Presley

Well our sweet little addition is almost 3 weeks old!! I've had this post started since she was a week, but ya know how that goes...and in all reality, with two babies now blogging just sort of falls to the very bottom of the priority list for me. What a whirlwind 3 weeks it has been! Thursday the 3rd, David and I arrived at the hospital at 5:30 AM for my scheduled repeat c-section to begin at 7:30, and then my family and Davids parents, along with Eliza arrived at 6:30. By 7:35 I was in the operating room being prepped and getting my spinal. The operating room is really the wierdest room I have ever been in. It really looks like what you see in the movies: big stark white room with tons of intimidating equipment, and on top of that FREEZING. I was not scared or really that nervous at all with Eliza, but for some reason I was a little nervous this time around. But everything went super smoothly and at 8:02am Presley Elaine was finally here!! What an absolutely breathtaking moment when you hear your brand new baby girl, that you have felt moving inside of you for months, cry for the first time! And then to see her sweet face and to get to kiss her...it is a memory that brings tears to my eyes everytime...and I am not just being dramatic, there is nothing quite as special!! It is so over whelming, emotional, spiritual even. After I was stitched up, I was taken to recovery where they brought her in to me and I was able to hold her for the first time. I was able to breastfeed, which she took to really well, and gave me a glimmer of hope that THIS time it would work. David and I spent about an hour just talking and getting to know our little girl. When they moved me to the post partum room they took Presley to wash her and stuff and didn't bring her in to meet the rest of the anxious family members until almost another hour and a half later, so unfortunately Davids parents took Eliza home because she had already been in the hospital for WAAAY longer than any 20 month old should ever be (although she did so well) and she was in desperate need of a nap :( But my family was able to stay and meet her:) Eliza came back with David's mom on Friday morning and my sweet friend Elisse was there to capture the moment on video thankfully since we had acccidently sent our camera home with Davids parents somehow. But I will have to post the video, it was an unforgettable moment, Eliza meeting her new little sister. I started bawling as soon as she walked into the room. It didn't help that she was excitedly shouting "mamma, BEE-BEE"! As soon as she saw us!! It was just the reaction I was hoping for!! We are so blessed to have two sweet, healthy, amazing little girls!!

We were able to come home saturday, which I was really nervous about. With Eliza, I had all the time in the world that was devoted 100% to her, and my recovery, but this time I have a toddler as well. I am just so grateful for David and his mom who have been so incredible!! Especially the first few days when I was pretty much useless for anything except feeding Presley and loving on my girls, they just did everything!! And my wonderful mother in law continues to be such a blessing in helping with Eliza while I am busy with Presley, I am just so grateful! I know that has helped make this transition so much better and easier for Eliza. One thing's for sure....without a doubt these two girls are like night and day!! for starters, they look completely different!! Also I had to wake Eliza up to eat every 3 hours, and with Presley I still did for a few days, but basically since this past week she is on her own crazy schedule now which is pretty much...not a schedule. She will eat 3 oz and then, not even kidding eat 1-2 more an hour later. It is really hard for me because I really like having a dependable schedule, and i got really spoiled with Eliza because she was like clockwork. But I got over it, and am just getting a wake-up call about the reality of motherhood again. Every baby is just so different!! But we will eventually work out a schedule that works for us as she gets a little bigger.

I love watching Eliza with Presley!! She is so in love with her little sister!! David and I were talking about how we wonder if she kind of senses that this is someone special to her, not just any baby, but someone that she was with not that long ago before she came to earth...someone that she knew and loved. I think she must, because from the first moment she saw Presley, she has had such a different response. Such an excitement and love for her that she doesn't get around other babies, although she has always been fascinated by them. I do have to watch her pretty closely, because like for instance this morning when I was feeding Presely, one minute Eliza is softly touching her head saying "Shhh,shhh,shh" and the next she is whacking her in the face, or chunking the baby monitor at her....tough love I guess :} But then Everytime she see's her and squeals "BEE-BEE", or gets upset and worried when she hears her cry (and even more upset if I don't fix it right away!) it just proves that she really does love her:)

I could go on for days about the joys, and new stresses, and the funny stories that come with having a new baby, and having TWO under TWO, but I won't. Basically I am just feeling so blessed to have been given the opportunity to be a mommy to these sweet little girls!! And I am equally as grateful for the wonderful families we have who love us and who have been so helpful!!! I love this phase in my life, and am anxious to see how the next phase unfolds in the next couple of months!!

More pics and updates to come...hopefully :}

It's real!!!

Good 'ol "nesting" has made its debut!!

For some it begins months before the due date

but for me...about 3 weeks before.

Don't get me wrong, I do little things here and there

all throughout the pregnancy,

but for some reason...

the major "nesting" phenomenon doesn't hit me until the last minute!

I think that something about having a scheduled c-section

has something to do with it.

Normally, when you don't know exactly when the baby

will come, you want to be prepared way in

advance because the baby

could come at any minute!

And for some reason,

having a set date has made me feel like I still have time,

like that is the for sure day she will come

when really she could come at any time too!!

Eliza didn't wait til her "date"!! She came

5 days earlier.

A scheduled c-section means nothing,

they have plans of their own:)

So finally this past week, that thought dawned on me

and I began to panic mildly.

I made my to-do list and

have been checking it off one by one.

I will give myself credit, since I went through the

HUGE bags of baby clothes we had and

got them all sorted by size...pulling out

the newborn/zero-3mo. sizes a couple

weeks ago.

So now all of the clothes, blankets,

and carseat are clean and 

The clothes and blankets are

organized and ready to go, and

Bottles and pacifiers are cleaned/sterilized.

Plus my sweet friends Kendra and Ashleigh

put together a really nice baby shower

for me this weekend, so I got some

more good stuff

(including the angelcare monitor I wanted!!).

My parents also got us a double stroller,

which is a BIG thing off the list!!

The great thing about the second baby

especially when it's the same gender,

is that we already have pretty

much everything we need!!

The few things we needed we

got at my shower, or

from family.

Such a blessing!!

I feel so relieved that I am pretty much prepared!!

Atleast as far as the physical needs goes.

Emotionally, I am a little bit of a mess.

I am so so excited,

I can't even express it in words!!

But I am also a lot litle nervous

about becoming the mommy to

TWO

babies!! I know I will have enough

love, that is not even a question.

I just worry that my high-strungness over

silly things will get the

best of me.

I don't want to miss out on the precious, sweet

moments because I am worried about

things, schedules, etc. that

are not all that important, really.

I also worry about my lil Eliza.

There is so much change going on

in the next couple of months

and I just pray that I will

be able to keep a

clear head so that I can make

sure and give her all of the love and help she needs during all of

these transitions.

ALSO...

we have a name!!!

****

Presley Elaine

I absolutely love it!! And I love being able to talk about/to

her by her name!!!

So we are ready!!

Aside from having our bags packed.

November 3rd cannot come soon enough,

but at the same time is steam-rolling

towards us at a ridiculous pace!!

36 weeks!!

This belly is getting huge!!

And sadly, this is my outfit of choice, unless I leave the house....

Eliza is in heaven having so much space to play outside at Memaw and Tickie-ties!! She loves the kitties

(who are the sweetest, most tolerant kitties I have ever seen!),

Maggie the dog,

and the Horsies!!

All ready for church last Sunday:)

She finally got to wear her

cute boots, since it was RAINING!!

And she knew she was looking so adorable and sassy!!